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[Feb. 16th, 2005|02:25 pm] |
Well let me start out by saying that I took all of your advice from the last entry and sadly it didn’t work out. But Im cool with that because I feel better knowing the bad truth than assuming a good lie. Oh well shit on that.
At school today I found out that one of my friends is interested in one of my ex’s im glad that he came to me first, but I don’t know how I feel about them getting together. Im afraid that It might affect our friendship, because the fore mentioned girl isn’t all that keen on me. But at the same time I don’t want to tell him what to do because I wouldn’t want him to do that to me.
But on another note things (other than the love life) are going great for me. Especially in school. I even had a teacher say that my paper was one of the best shes ever read. And for all those who know me know that that’s WEIRD. Oh well ill probably forget to update for a while and since I know that all of you are dying to know what developes in my life ill try and remember
I guess Ill catch you on the flip side hommies |
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[Feb. 14th, 2005|07:52 pm] |
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Days without a girlfriend get lonely at times but none are quite as bad as this one. I mean its seems that everyone is hooking up these days. There is a girl that I am interested in, but it seems that every time that we get close enough for me to tell her how I feel something happens that draws us further apart. She will talk about how miserable she is alone, but when I begin to hint about us hooking up she starts talking about how she doesn’t have time to get involved in a steady relationship. I wish that she would make up her fucking mind. I care about her so much, and I would do anything for her and I know that she feels the same way about me somewhere deep in the voids of her heart. But I cant grow the balls to either tell her how I feel or just blow the whole thing off. Because the good times are amazing, and the bad times aren’t all that bad. |
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